Thursday, November 27, 2008
I lost my value in anyone around me now. Especially someone who was once closest to me.Sometimes, keeping silence or keeping too much secret may not be the best way.Because by the time people know the truth, they feel like a fucking fool.People may think I'm seeking attention from everyone by posting this useless post. But do you know something? I plucked up a lot of courage to finally post my feelings up here. I think I, myself, is getting more and more foolish and stupid. Purposely did things to hurt myself. Stupid right? Forget it. That's me.
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 11:25 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Walking back home from Bukit Gombak Station is not a difficult or tough job for me. I've walked longer distance then this. Yet tonight, the whole journey seemed long and tough for me to walk alone. Memories flashed in my mind, one by one flashing in a slow speed. The road that i have walked from the past till now. The ups and downs in my life. Thinking: Where there anyone be with me when I really need them? Seriously, at one moment of tonight, I wished I would be deaf and blind for the period. My ears, my eyes and my feelings are super sensitive since I was young. An unwilling action will cause pain in me. Tonight, I walked home with my face facing down on the floor together with a strange feeling that I've never felt before. With memories flashing in my mind, my useless tears dropped down. Reached my block, went into the life, pressed "11", arrived and walked up the stairs. Wiped the useless tears away and opened my house gate. Walked straight into my room, changed, lied down on bed and hugged my pillow with more fucking yet useless tears. Bed was the only object that accompany through my feelings. Be it sad, happy, excited, anxious or whatever. Right now, I feel that there is no value for me to be visible to anyone.
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 9:54 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Give others freedom to be themselves.
Appreciate the differences between their ways and yours.
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 11:48 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Saturday after work slack-ed at home and fell asleep, woke up at 8pm. LOL. Went to Katong to have nasi lemak with family. Then on the way home, received Liang Chai's call at 11.10pm, asking me want to come out or not. I agreed and Terry's car reached by block at 11.30pm like that and met up with Wyman. And we headed to Marina Barrage. There were me, SokMin, Liang Chai, Terry, Wyman and 2 of their friends. After Barrage, we went to Henderson for supper. The guys had their porridge while me & SokMin just have our drinks. Next, someone suggested to go to this haunted block near there. OMG. I was scared stiff! We reached there, all of them said the block don't look 'fierce'. But to me, I already hide till don't know where. LOL! After haunted block, we headed back to Gombak Mcdonald and back home at 4am. But, I slept at 6.30am! LOL!Sunday woke up at 10.30am but went back to sleep at 2pm and woke up at 7pm. Then, Mummy said she wanted to go Marina Barrage (again!). This time round, I went there with my family. LOL! After Barrage, Dad brought us to Lau Pa Sat for supper. Had my Durian Ice for dessert and also Satays! Home sweet home after that! =)
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 11:45 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
FridayClass ended at 9.45pm, called RouQin and told her that I would be ready by 10.30pm and we were going for dinner/supper. Dad sent me home after class and I took my shower. At 10.40pm, RouQin came and drove me, Christina & MingJie to Bukit Timah for Chicken Rice. =) After Chicken Rice, we headed to Rail Mall for Coffee Bean. Stayed there till 1.40am and off we went. Later working! And I just got home. Awesome outing with my SUPERs!Wahaha! *Hope my 'son' will come to school later*ThursdayMet up baobeiJING and walked to Westmall after work to meet the rest - baobeiSHAN, Leo, Andrew & Billy for dinner. Well, the RP-IANS were late, and the first thing we saw them was LEo & baobeiSHAN were bickering. WAHAHAHA! *No change from Secondary school days*.6 of us walked to block 100+ there for hokkien mee and we saw Sylvester Sim there too. Guess what did baobeiSHAN did to Billy's dessert? She 'sweep' her hair into Billy's bowl of Durian Ice Kachang. LOL! Billy simply left his dessert there after she did that into it! LOL! Then, James came to join us and we were off to play basketball! On the way, me and Andrew needed the toilet urgently, so both of us went to Mcdonald's toilet while the rest continued to find a basketball court. Ended up, we walked to the condo - Regent Height. James's friend stayed there and inside got a basketball court. We thought it would be empty. But who knows when we reached there, it was full of people (Filipinos). No choice, we waited there and Billy went up to them and asked if they could play together with them. Then, Chung Ee and Guo Wei came too. So the boys played a game with the Filipinos and the lights went off after their game. HEex! So me & baobeiJING went down to play basketball with the boys! Whooh! We played till the security guard chased us off. Bidded good-byes with all of them and off I went home! Great outing with the HOC!
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 1:53 AM
Monday, November 03, 2008
MOUNT FABER night!
Weishan & her brother LiangChai's brother and Terry
with baobeiSHAN
baoebeiJING & baobeiSUET
Not 'mother-&-son' anymore!
baobeiS of the night
Guys of the night
Slack-ing!
On the way up to the top.
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 12:10 AM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
WHEE! I SIMPLY LOVE SATURDAY~!Met up my 5 girls - baobeiJING, baobeiXIA, baobeiSUET, baobeiYI & baobeiSHAN to ZOO yesterday morning!
Well, it was drizzling and the weather was quite cooling. Had breakfast in CCK Mcdonald and set off to Singapore Zoological Garden around 9am ++. It was still drizzling when we reached the ZOO. Gotta share umbrella with one another. LOL! While we were in the White Tiger area, this strong white tiger was doing 'Cat-Walk' for us to see. Damn cute! And we walked and walked and walked till we came to the RainForest Kidz World (or something like that).That's the new Children World in the ZOO, which just open on the 15th October 2008. Had lots of fun & laughter when we were in the Kidz World. They even had a KamPong House in there, nearly the same as "The Images of Singapore" in Sentosa.
The interesting thing was, there were lots of cupboards and drawers, and each time you opens it, there will be a lot of "surprises" for you! baobeiJING opened the fridge in it and saw little chicks inside! REAL CHICKS! Then we walked over to the children's playground. Saw these cute and special swings. LOL! When we sat on it, screams coming out from us can be hear far far away! 
Next we went over to this round round thing. wahaha! Had super fun with it! 
baobeiXIA and baobeiSHAN fell down from there. LOL. But with no injuries. HeeX!. After that, we went to find the Ah Meng's grave. Took some pictures with her statue and walked back to the Kidz World and pay $5 for the boat trip.
When we got off the boat, we left the ZOO and took a cab back to CCK Lot 1 for lunch. baobeiXIA left us as she was going to attend Min De's nephew's 1st birthday. So left me, baobeiJING, baobeiSUET, baobeiSHAN and baobeiYI. Had our lunch in Wan Chai HK cafe. After lunch, baobeiYI bidded goodbyes to us as she was going over to her cousin's house. A while later, baobeiSHAN also went back home as her stomach was upset. So me, baobeiSUET & baobeiJING went shopping in Lot 1. I bought a feeding set for Daphne's daughter in Kiddy Place and spent around $30 in Watson. Heex. Then, we took 985 back home around 5pm ++. On the bus, 3 of us jio-ed the rest out in the night again. So quickly went home to bath and prepare everything to meet the rest at 8.15pm in Batok Interchange. Favourite pictures of the ZOO trip :
Those who met up in the night were baobeiSUET, baobeiJING, baobeiSHAN, Wyman, Terry and me at interchange. Inital plan was to go West Coast Park to slack. But the guys said very boring at there, so change to Mount Faber. So we went to buy the drinks and cups. But Wyman said not enough, so 6 of us took Wyman's car back to Terry's house for him to take his car too. And we splited from there. baobeiJING went over to Terry's car while the rest of us were in Wyman's car. Haha! We proceed to Gombak's Shop & Save to get somemore drinks and then drove off to Bukit Panjang to fetch Liang Chai. Reached Bangkit (Bukit Panjang), Liang Chai & his brother boarded Terry's car and we were off to Mt Faber!
The first thing we find in Mt Faber is the toilet! LOL. Had a big de-tour for finding a toilet. Whooh! Finally! Found it beside Emerald Lodge. Then, we walked up to the top and found a spot for us to sit down and drink. Initially all kept quiet and I just kept on taking pictures. LOL. Then, Terry started the topic and we talked. I love Liang Chai's dance! Waahaha! Didn't know that he could dance so well! Slowly, our topics become 'yellowish', and all put the blame on Wyman for corrupting our minds. LOL! Wyman came to fetch his sister up to join us, then, Terry's friends also joined us too.
Around 12am ++, we left Mt Faber and headed to the Marina Barrage. Parked the car and came down. Who knows this uncle, person-in-charge for last night asked why were we doing there for so late. Then we said we just came to take a look, guess what he said. He said, "Ok, then come back tomorrow morning at 7am to join the Big Walk, so you can see the Marina Barrage." -_-!!
No choice, we left the place and headed back to Batok. I fell asleep in Wyman's car and woke up when he stopped at baobeiJING's house there. Then she got down from the car and I asked Wyman where were we going. He said "Gombak Mcdonald lorx." I quickly called baobeiJING back and asked her to join us! Wyman thought she needed to reach home early, so he sent her back. LOL. Blur siax!
In Gombak Mac, 12 of us occupied 6 tables and chat again. LOL! the topic was on baobeiSHAN (Weishan). Talked till 2am ++, the guys were hungry and we drove to Blk 347 for noodles. Saw ShuChang & Guo Zhong there. baobeiSHAN saw her ShuChang and her butt was glued to the chair beside him. WAHAHAHA! baobeiJING, baobeiSUET and I just looked at the guys eating and talking at the same time. Eat till 3am, and we went back home. Wyman sent me & baobeiSUET home while Terry sent baobeiJING & baobeiSHAN home.
Reached home at 3.10am and quickly washed up, sms-ed kukuSHIN for a while and I was off to my dreamland.
Long long post for my saturday!
[Pictures in Mt Faber will be upload in the next post.] =)
-BLEAHX.BLAHX.BOOX @ 1:31 PM
Board the boat and start touring in the Seletar Reservoir, looking at the calm water and trees around us. Very soothing feeling.
